It's so fucking stupid. And I could have just shot him outright and been marched to Zero and gotten my warden pissed off at me anyway, and not spent the month with a fucked up arm, but no. I decided I didn't want to stick around to fight him.

[She's pretty sure that she shouldn't be considering that, but it feels true to her: there shouldn't be an incentive for just shooting someone in the head. She'd thought it'd been a fair bit of restraint on her part, and the punishment feels worse for it.]

And even more twisted that he planned to break my arm. He told me he would before he did it.