[Everyone loves cheesecake, so Ellie has no reservations about cutting off a giant chunk with her fork and using her fingers to stuff it into her mouth.]
[Managing not to choke with the help of some water from the sink--she'll pass on the carbonated stuff for now--she goes back to trying each of the pizzas. Everything is good. Maybe she should stop eating like a little squirrel outside of this place, even if her stomach rebels.
As good a time as it's turning out out to be with Tess, she can't help but wish Joel was here for this, too.]
[Tess paces herself a little, but only marginally. She watches Ellie here or there, wondering if she looked like that in the dining hall in those first few weeks she could keep food down at all. Sometimes it feels like it'll take years to eat normally and not like it could be her last.]
Easy there.
[Tess considers having to intervene if Ellie starts going blue.]
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To think we all used to drink this by the liter.
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[Why does everything hurt her but kinda taste good.]
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[But it's so good, even if it makes her teeth feel fucking atrocious.]
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[She says, before trying another sip. It's like a kid tasting alcohol for the first time.]
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[ Says the almost-forty year old vicariously reliving her teens through soda.]
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[Ellie is happy to stand around and eat pizza like a pig at the trough. That said, she reaches for what she hopes is the cheesecake.]
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[Ellie grabs one of the plastic forks inside the box with the cheesecake, and pushes the other towards Tess.]
Prove it.
[Let's top off some dairy and soda pop with more dairy beyond that.]
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[Everyone loves cheesecake, so Ellie has no reservations about cutting off a giant chunk with her fork and using her fingers to stuff it into her mouth.]
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You're not going to last a whole meal at that pace, kid.
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She's pretty impressed with herself, actually, pulling off a meal like this.]
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As good a time as it's turning out out to be with Tess, she can't help but wish Joel was here for this, too.]
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Easy there.
[Tess considers having to intervene if Ellie starts going blue.]
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[It's not real so she won't break out, right? Cool.]
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[She's seen pictures.]
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[It's bad enough when your friends know where you live.]
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That's exactly how. People were up my ass at all hours. Fuck that shit.
[Sort of like living on a cramped train.]
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