"Different world, maybe," he says, quietly, as he takes the communicator back from her so he can listen to the message again. He's silent a moment, then looks back up at her.
"Thank you for showin' me this, Tess. I - I ain't realized how bad I missed 'em. Feels like it's been half a lifetime."
She nudges the toe of his boot with her own under the table.
"Any time," she says. "I'm used to be separated from my guys, but you're such a family guy, that must sting sometimes. Figured you'd like a little boost."
"It's true," she replies. She could insist upon it, actually. "Maybe not in the traditional sense, but you do that blood is thicker than water thing. When something happens to my guys, they're usually just guys I work with, but your gang is tighter than that. Otherwise... why go to all this effort?"
"You're right. I know not all gangs was like ours, but I never knew another."
He thinks again, then needs to make sure he says it, out loud, like he'd be betraying the memory of each man and woman they ever lost if he doesn't say it:
"They are like family. More family'n the ones I was born with, or - or the one I never really could make."
"I'm gonna get one of 'em their life back," he says. He doesn't often talk about John like he's dead, though he does really believe he died. He's never had to mourn him, because he's going to get his deal, and then it won't ever have happened.
"But after I do that, they gotta go have their own life. Miss Adler, too. Hangin' around, it ain't gonna help any of us."
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"Different world, maybe," he says, quietly, as he takes the communicator back from her so he can listen to the message again. He's silent a moment, then looks back up at her.
"Thank you for showin' me this, Tess. I - I ain't realized how bad I missed 'em. Feels like it's been half a lifetime."
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"Any time," she says. "I'm used to be separated from my guys, but you're such a family guy, that must sting sometimes. Figured you'd like a little boost."
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"A family guy?"
He considers that. "Never thought of myself as that, tell you the truth."
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"You're right. I know not all gangs was like ours, but I never knew another."
He thinks again, then needs to make sure he says it, out loud, like he'd be betraying the memory of each man and woman they ever lost if he doesn't say it:
"They are like family. More family'n the ones I was born with, or - or the one I never really could make."
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"Pretty cool that you're going to get back to a bunch of them, too."
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"I'm gonna get one of 'em their life back," he says. He doesn't often talk about John like he's dead, though he does really believe he died. He's never had to mourn him, because he's going to get his deal, and then it won't ever have happened.
"But after I do that, they gotta go have their own life. Miss Adler, too. Hangin' around, it ain't gonna help any of us."