No. I'm saying you're judged for you, and I'm judged for me, and Pagan's judged for Pagan. That guy who blew up a planet was judged for his shit, too, and some people... well, who the fuck knows? But I spent a long time here thinking nothing I did was as bad as what some others did and it didn't do shit for me.
And I don't think the second chance is for us. I think it's so we can do good things for someone else, or at the very least do no more harm. Some people are going to graduate even if it makes no sense to you, but what are you going to do? Knuckle under and not try because the system's unfair? Everything's fuckin' unfair.
I don't need to hear "life's unfair" from someone who's never been threatened with a robotic skeleton after working their ass off to
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Hit send too soon. Anyways, nevermind. I don't need the bootstraps lecture. I got plenty fucked over right before I got here so I already know, thanks.
[She considers that she could have made two whole human lives in the same time that she decided to stop depriving others of theirs, and it feels grim.]
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And I don't think the second chance is for us. I think it's so we can do good things for someone else, or at the very least do no more harm. Some people are going to graduate even if it makes no sense to you, but what are you going to do? Knuckle under and not try because the system's unfair? Everything's fuckin' unfair.
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Hit send too soon. Anyways, nevermind. I don't need the bootstraps lecture. I got plenty fucked over right before I got here so I already know, thanks.
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[She considers that she could have made two whole human lives in the same time that she decided to stop depriving others of theirs, and it feels grim.]
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And that Pagan guy?
[ Please say like, 50 years. Minimum. ]
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So what, did you murder 2 child kings?!
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I am 18 months clean from my last child-smuggling incident, no royalty involved.
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Have you done a big confession on the network? Maybe that's all it takes.
[ another long, considering pause. ]
brb.
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